Please Understand, Forgive me

Im tired and sick of explaining to people's
on how busy Im this trimester.
i have a lot of things going on with me,
too many things to do, too little time.
And people's seems like just don't get it,
or they take it as excuses from me!

Penat la, penat, penat, penat!paham tak?PENAT!!
bnyk sgt kerja, bertimbun2.
i don't even have time for myself!
takkan tak paham?im not giving excuses.
please understand, put yourself in my shoes,
or in my friends shoes who experiencing the same thing!
ask them how their life now a days!
like i said, i don't even have time for my own self, and i know
they're feeling the same way too.

Still don't get it?ok, for example
today i have class from 8am-10am, where the lecturer
throw a quizzes worth of 10 marks to us,
and right after the class, i went to settle the transportation
issue with MMU management regarding our trip
to Asahan this coming 8th-10th April (career development camp).
i go back and forward from MMU admin to lecturer room
just to settle this issue, which up to now still not been settled yet.

Right after that,
i went for tutorial class from 12pm-1pm
and rush myself home after the class finish!
on the way back, mcm biasa lah kan
lapar!singgah beli nasi lemak ayam, ingatkan nak makan dkt rumah
while doing my works! i need to rush for presentation
on 6pm-10pm this evening, preparing the slide and final report,
and guess what, im too busy until i don't even got the chance
to touch the food! up until now!this moment 1030pm,
only then i got to eat!

Friends, don't u understand?
im tired of hearing people saying "Syafiq dah sombong",
"he's changing", "dia dah lupakan kawan", wtf?wth?
i don't ever forget my friends.just that im too busy!
im sorry if u feel it that way, im not there when u need me,
please forgive me and please understand.

i still have 2 research need to be done
(statistics, marketing research)
1 business marketing plan, 1 finance assignment
and 1 retail management project,
all of those need to be done by coming 2 weeks!

And today, again i received 2 sms'es which crushes my heart,
1 of it saying "dah la syafiq, sombong! tak payah kwn
dgn aku dah, delete aku from your friends list"
and the other one saying " Im so sick and unable to do anything,
terribly sick and depressed. thanks for the concern,
and thanks for asking how am i.
im so glad that you are beside me whenever
i needed you=) you take care of yourself well too ok.
Don't worry about me,ill be ok"
in SARCASTIC way.
(because i don't even have the ability-credit-to sms and ask
about her condition, since she fall sick)

Friend's forgive me if i don't even have time to
reply your sms'es or answering your call
(always in silent mode 24/7),or replying your ym/msn msg'es
i hope u do understand this.again, let me say it
im busy!tired!i have so much pressure.
i don't have time to entertain my self,
how can i intertain you?


IM SORRY!FORGIVE ME
PLEASE UNDERSTAND


* right now, at this moment while expressing
my feelings, im doing my group weekly report
on our marketing plan that are suppose to be
submitted today!!still don't get it, don't u?