I don't want to feel afraid anymore.
I want to tell you how much I love you. In a way it doesn't seem too big to handle, in a way it doesn't seem too small to be cast aside, in a way it doesn't seem like a total joke, in a way it doesn't seem like it's just another bundle of words together.
But I don't know how to. How to tell you I love you in the way I would want it to come out. It's hard to tell you how I really feel about you when I'm too afraid of losing you, what I already have now.
Sometimes I feel "I love you" is too short a phrase for all that to be evident.
I love you! Why should I wait until the end to tell you? I love you. I love you. I love you. That's what I wanted to tell you. Because, I don't wanna lose you all over again.
Never thought I would be in this position. Remembering every touch, every single word. How my heart always raised when I looked into your eyes. Our sharing of stories and serious talk. Laughter. Kisses. Hugs. Your hands around my body when sleeping. Your smell.
H, I know I've let you down, I've brokened your heart into million pieces, I maybe the worst thing ever happened to you. Deep down, I can never blame anyone else but me. I wish I can mend your broken heart and be with you again, start fresh.
Yours always,
si itik gila oink oink, eh! ;')
I want to tell you how much I love you. In a way it doesn't seem too big to handle, in a way it doesn't seem too small to be cast aside, in a way it doesn't seem like a total joke, in a way it doesn't seem like it's just another bundle of words together.
But I don't know how to. How to tell you I love you in the way I would want it to come out. It's hard to tell you how I really feel about you when I'm too afraid of losing you, what I already have now.
Sometimes I feel "I love you" is too short a phrase for all that to be evident.
I love you! Why should I wait until the end to tell you? I love you. I love you. I love you. That's what I wanted to tell you. Because, I don't wanna lose you all over again.
Never thought I would be in this position. Remembering every touch, every single word. How my heart always raised when I looked into your eyes. Our sharing of stories and serious talk. Laughter. Kisses. Hugs. Your hands around my body when sleeping. Your smell.
H, I know I've let you down, I've brokened your heart into million pieces, I maybe the worst thing ever happened to you. Deep down, I can never blame anyone else but me. I wish I can mend your broken heart and be with you again, start fresh.
Yours always,
si itik gila oink oink, eh! ;')
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