Heartache, breathless, torn between love and let go.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

He’s on his way to nowhere. ‘Cause he heard it was safe there
I wish, I can just look away. Take all these cuts, and make them shine and all this pain I’ve held inside. So I can find my way home again. I don’t want to be perfect, just alright...

Once upon a time, something happened to me, that was the sweetest thing that ever could be, It was a fantasy, A dream come true, It was the day I met you.

The things most people don't know about me were the things I guess you always understood.

You'll always be able to make me smile... No matter how long its been.

In life, we do things... Some, we wish we had never done & some we wish we could replay a million times. But, they all make us who we are & in the end, they shape & detail us. If we were to reverse them, we wouldn't be the same person we are today. So just live. Make mistakes. & have wonderful memories. But, never second guess who you are, where you've been, & most importantly where you're going.

You're all I hoped I'd find in every single way, but everything I could give right now is everything you couldn't take.

Come on now... You know you've always been my favorite, the one that I always love the most.

We all go through life like bulls in a china shop... A chip here... A crack there... Doing damage to ourselves...to other people... The problem is trying to figure out how to control the damage we've done or that's been done to us. Sometimes, the damage catches us by surprise. Sometimes, we think we can fix the damage. & Sometimes, the damage is something we can't even see.

"You are the best thing ever happened to me!" ...I think that was your best line ever.

People say everything happens for a reason. Things fall apart & others fall into place. Don't question it. Just let it happen.

There's that occasional night where I just break down & cry 'cause I know no matter what... Things will never be the same.

It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had.You made me laugh and you made me cry. And all that I can do is sigh,and wonder why.

I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most.

They say, sometimes you have to let them be free...and leting go is not easy as loving you, where it comes naturally.

and there is no remedy for love but to love more.

So.. i'll just try and let go and wait, and maybe in that time I will start to move on.. but that's gotta happen on its own.. i mean, as much as I'd like to.. i cant just make my heart stop feeling things that it wants to feel.

But I don't want anyone else to get the chance to realize how amazing you are. Even if a day should go by when I don't say "I Love You", may there never be a moment gone by without you knowing that I do.

"The most important thing is to enjoy life; to be happy... That's all that matters." --Audrey Hepburn.